First Magnificat, 1864

    First Magnificat, 1864

His first Magnificat is likely to

Have been the one he heard performed while

He was still at Eton as a boy.  True

To truth he hated it—thought it was vile—

When he looked back on it.  He called it bad.

He called it “bad.”  In 1865

He looked at it again and felt he had

To call it “very bad.”  He didn’t skive

From treating it severely.  This firm youth

Scorned failure.  He refused to be too mild

In his self-censorship.  He told the truth.

He was not pathetic.  No.  He reviled

His young lacklustre piece.  Composing two

Or three mature ones more, he won right through.

This poem is part of a shorter sonnet sequence within this large sonnet sequence called The Encyclopedia Sonnetica.  The shorter sonnet sequence is called “A Lively Hope.”  I recommend you read this poem where it is set in its sonnet sequence.  To do that, search for “A Lively Hope” here in The Encyclopedia Sonnetica, or you may see an illustrated version the entire shorter sequence at
https://classicalpoets.org/wp-content/uploads/2018/02/A-Lively-Hope.pdf 
where it was first published.