All the Joy that was Mine

All the Joy that was Mine

A part of me (my soul? my heart?) unfurls

As if it were a rainbow sent out through

A flame, or, opened, by his head of curls,

A fan of ivory and silk, gems (blue,

Set sapphires, topaz, opals) spreads new life

Throughout expanding ribcage here inside

My hairy chest.  I would not be his wife,

Nor like the mist of Ireland be his bride,

For marriage is a property of blood —

Or less — and I desire infinity,

Immortal colors deeper than a flood,

Masculine fathoms like the Trinity.

  Why settle for a wedding trope?

    Why slither down divorce’s female slope?