On Passing the Orthodox Blue Dome with the Gold Stars that Used to Remind me of _____

On Passing the Orthodox Blue Dome with the Gold Stars that Used to Remind me of _____

 

An emptiness so empty it contains

As little as in space between hot stars,

Or almost less, this vacancy retains

Not even light, this void that leaves dark scars

Across the nothingness                         of now,                                  this hole

Is in the shape of you.  It does not hold

The smell of sweat when you climbed down the bole

Of Eden’s Tree of Knowledge and of bold

Evil (and of Good).  There is no hair

Of falling (fallen) curls with heaven’s height

On them.  There is not laughter now to snare

The heart.  No, there is only barren blight.

It used to be that you were like a sun

With wobbling worlds.  You were the sovereign one.