Four Sonnets about Yacin Antonin

Christian and Muslim in North Africa

Devoted as that Berber, Augustine

Of Hippo, Antonin defends belief.

Why shouldn’t he?  The young man’s mind is clean,

As clean as desert dunes without relief

From blasts of wind and brutal sun, as pure

As cool oasis water, still, untouched.

He has a depth, too, like the prophets, sure

Of his convictions that his heart has clutched

Inside the reverence of his memories.

Inside the clothing on his chest he holds

His reveries of holiness.  A breeze

Like moonlight’s innocence across the folds

Of sands is what his thoughts are as he prays.

His intonations are like morning rays.

 

 

Yacin:  For a Devout Muslim

I wrote a poem for him and he said

That he was pleased to hear that, but he

Won’t read the thing.   I know he has a dread

That he won’t understand it.  He can’t see

That all I care about is him and want

His heart and blood to echo with the love

I placed inside the sonnet.  It won’t daunt

Him if he looks for love alone.  Above

The lines, below the lines, between

Them, and beside them there are depths and heights

Of love.  The words themselves don’t matter.  Seen

Around them and right through them are the lights

Of seraphim, their halos, shining sounds,

And singing wings, where heaven’s love abounds.

 

 

To clarify his youthful soul

 

 

To clarify his youthful soul, he starves

His body all throughout the daylight hours.

Inside his heart his willing spirit carves

Out spaces dedicated to the powers

Of God at work among his thoughts.  His prayers

Are sustenance enough with the nutrition

Of holy words as sauce.  The world’s affairs

Are fasted out.  Master and the mortician

Of normal appetites, now Yacine feels

The thirst for other, more important needs.

He takes a scimitar to life and peels

Away thin husks to find the hidden seeds.

He plants these in his stomach where they grow

To fruits he licks like angels’ gelid glow.

 

 

                Inshallah

A blue-eyed Arab shoots through cyberspace,

As straight as from a young god’s golden bow.

The arrowhead is seeking for a place

To lodge in me.  The shaft knows where to go,

Just where its pointed end should aim and hit.

It knows to stab me in the chest but goes

Up through my abdomen.  It makes a slit

Of pain that is a pleasure, pain that grows

Into that thing called love, which moves in thrills

To beauty that a Berber man can give.

That arrow made of flesh like gold then spills

His love inside.  It wants my heart to live.

He is the Atlas mountains, also, there

Inside me, thusting up as peaks in air.